He delivers..

Last two months have been like putting together a set of puzzle.

I relied on God to give me answers, but not always. I have tried to put a piece somewhere I thought was correct and failed. So I've tried to put it upside down and rotate it to see whether the piece would fit in different ways.

But, No. When I waited for His time, He put the piece in one go where it fits.

He delivered answers to my prayer, but in a way that I had to speak out my trust toward Him. It was only after I have done so, He showed me the completed parts of the picture on the puzzle.  

He speaks to me in such way that my emotion, thoughts and wills are put to shame. It allows me to reflect on my actions and become smaller and more humble in front of Him. I truly thank Him for that.

Lord God, Thank you!

   Is drinking..

 Social booster or Self desructor?

 Having control over it while recognising my body as sacred

 will help me to stay in the Light.

 Memory verse of the week:

  "If we claim to have fellowship with him yet walk in the darkness, we lie and do not live by the truth. But if we walk in the light, as he is in the light, we have fellowship with one another, and the blood of Jesus, his Son, purifies us from all sin."

                                                                                                                                         1 John 1:6-7

   Focus..

 In the Light..

 "I keep trying to find a life
  On my own, apart from You
  I am the king of excuses
  I've got one for every selfish thing I do

  What's going on inside of me?
  I despise my own behavior
  This only serves to confirm my suspicions
  That I'm still a man in need of a Savior

  (chorus)
  I wanna be in the Light
  As You are in the Light
  I wanna shine like the stars in the heavens
  Oh, Lord be my Light and be my salvation
  Cause all I want is to be in the Light
  All I want is to be in the Light "

                           -DC Talk (In the Light)

 Dear God..

Dear God, it's me again
I am so far from where I could have been

Dear God, I would be incomplete
But you came and touched my life in time of need
So I'm thanking you for all you've done
And for sacrificing your only son

That's why I'm writing you this letter
To let you know that I love you
Thank you for all that I am and for being a friend
Lord, my love for you will never end

Dear God, it's Shawn this time
I'm so grateful for the way you've changed my life
I'd give all I have, I'd just throw it all away
For a chance to walk with you through heaven's gates
That's why I'm thanking you for your love and your grace
I don't deserve these blessings that you give me

Dear God, as a humble man I come to you like a child
Needing your knowledge, your love, and your guidance, Lord
Thank you for trusting me with my own life's decisions
But I'm just a man, and I don't deserve
This incredible life that you've given me
I love you lord, I love you

Dear God, it's me Wanya
I'm so sorry, so sorry for living for me
But I promise from this day on I'm livin' for you
'cause without you my life means nothing.

                                     - Boyz II Men (Evolution)